Acception is Key

Originally, I wanted to rant about my roommate.I wanted to say every mean thing in the book. But then, after talking to my mother, I'm not going to. However, in these next couple of days, I am going to think about what I want to say, write it out a few times, and then tell her. Pretty much what I am going to tell her is that she is not allowed to use any of my pots, pans, dishes, or games; that she needs to be respectful of the sound; and that she needs to learn how to use the AC/Heater. It's all a matter of respect, and I am not feeling it.

On a happier note, I think I'm healthy. I know, yesterday I wasn't sure, and I'm still not, but I think that I have gotten it fixed. I'll be more sure about it the more I go without being sick. It will be nice to have a normal life again. But I still plan on drinking water and eating salads more regularly. I have another thought too. I will, after my motivation class, walk from the side of campus I am on, all the way to the other side, and back. I'm not sure how far it is, but I know it will be good for me, a place to start. And I really hope that I can stick to this. I know that I have the support of my mother on this. She's always been a good person to keep me motivated, and she's always been one concerned about weight. I'm proud of my mothers weight loss that she has had, and I hope that she can, one day, be proud of the weight I have lost, or at least be proud of the fact that I am healthier.

I feel better these past few days because all I've had is water. The last time I went this long without caffeine was when I was a Junior in high school. I gave up caffeine for Lent and actually made it the entire time. Come Easter morning, I had made up for all the caffeine I had lost. But after that, I did drink substantially less energy drinks. But my body feels more clean. I'm going to keep this up until it's at least been a week, and I know for sure I'm healthy before I have another soda. But I really am going to try and keep my sodas to a minimum.

I know that y'all probably don't think that this is as interesting as me ranting about my roommate, but this blog isn't about me making a fool of myself, it's about me coming to terms with my life. Sometimes I'm going to need to rant and rave about what I'm feeling, but when it comes down to it, I write so that way I can get out what I'm feeling so I can look at it, observe it, and accept it for what it is.