Negative Nelly

I'm usually not a negative person, but man, that is not that case today. All I can think of is things that I don't want to do, or problems I don't want to deal with, people I don't want to see. And I know exactly where to place the blame: the kittens. They didn't outwardly do anything, accept wake me up an hour or so before my alarm clock went of because they wanted food and couldn't wait another hour. But before I had gotten up, I found my phone laying on the ground in a puddle of Dr. Pepper. Luckily, the only thing with the phone was that it was sticky, but that still leaves me with a mess on the floor to pick up. Then when I walked in the bathroom, I discovered that one of them had had an accident on the floor. Again, luckily it was something that needed to be thrown away. Well, that lead to deciding to clean the litter, which would have been easy if they wouldn't mess up the liner that is supposed to keep it all in a bag with draw strings instead of having to scoop all of it. Most of it though was in the bag. Lucky for me. Then I fed them and went to go clean up the Dr. Pepper mess they made.

Now that class is over and I don't have anything to do until 4, all I can think of is what I have to do and how bad I don't want to do it. The big one is work. First off, ever since I turned in my two weeks notice, I just feel like "Why?" Then, I work with a person who's not my favorite to work with. This one isn't as bad as the one from Monday, but they just do everything differently from everyone else, and it's the way you're supposed to do it, so it makes me feel bad doing it the way I was trained from everyone else. And I work Happy Hour. I am so tired of working Happy Hour. There has only been two days our of my entire employment that I haven't worked Happy Hour, and those were my training days. And the big thing that really annoys me is when people say "Keep the change," and it's only a penny or two. I just want to be like, "Thanks, the work and effort I put into your drink is just a penny." The customers aren't always the best.

But before that, I have some cleaning/packing to do; I have to unload things from my car; I have to take out the trash; I have dishes to do; and, I need to do at least half of the laundry so I have clean pants for work. Not to mention still take a shower and make myself presentable for work and start a little on my Design project so the teacher doesn't throw a hissy fit and go grocery shopping so I have actual food here.

Then that just makes me think of things I have to do before Friday, like completely finish packing, have a nice clean room so my dad doesn't harass me, clean my bathroom, and spray down the living room with an odor eliminator so my parents aren't bothered by the pet smell. I just don't feel like I have enough time to do all this, and add in how I don't want to do it. Those two feelings just feed off each other.

Oh well, I guess it's time to get to work. Yay!! (And please note the sarcasm in the yay.)