So this "Go, Go, Go" mentality is starting to hit me harder than ever and I can't let it happen, not yet at least. I guess it has to do because no I'm a regular closer until I leave and closing sucks ass. It's not hard, it's just no fun. But I only have 12 more possible days of work. Well, if you want to be technical, 5 more possible days because I already have my schedule for the week. I only close one night this week, so I guess that's okay.
As for the rest of the week, I'm hoping to get a final answer from UNT. They sent a piece of mail on Saturday saying they needed my transcripts. Well, I already sent my ASU ones last Wednesday and then I sent my Navarro ones today. I hate waiting. My mom keeps telling me it's because I'm part of the instant gratification generation, and maybe it has a little to do with that. But also, this is my future. This is my promise to get the hell out of Dodge and start a new, healthy life for myself away from the life that I've been forcing myself to live for the past year and a half. I'm ready to just step away from this life.
I think once I'm away from here my art will flourish. I'll be around new culture, new people, smells, everything. I need charcoal real bad though. My parents are coming this weekend and they'll take the majority of everything with them, and that includes my art stuff. So I'm going to have to get some new charcoal to pass the next two weeks. Hello gesture drawings. But that's okay. I want to get a nice little collection of them. When I did them in Primary, I had some good charcoal ones, I just need practice. But gesture drawings are so freeing and it just lets me step away from the world. I need that right now.
As for everything else: Al is taking over my lease on May 5th, the day after I leave; I've turned in my two weeks notice; only one more week of real classes and then Dead Week; I think that's it. Thanks for listening to me ramble. I promise the next one will be more insightful.
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